The Dreams of a Sadhak
We take up for discussion the detailed report of the five consecutive
dreams Mr.S.R.C, has had in a single night.
Mr.S.R.C, 37, Unmarried, had his education for the medical profession,
but voluntarily gave up a career in Medicine in order to do full-time
sadhana through Raja-yog. First he began on his own with dhyana
sadhana and practised for a year. Subsequently, he has been formally
initiated into Raja Yoga sadhana by a house holder guru. "In
spite of having an otherwise excellent gurudeva", of late Dr.S.R.C.
is being plagued by anxieties and doubts.
In his first Dream:
Dr.S.R.C.
asks Saint Ramakrishna Paramahamsa why he was not progressing
in sadhana and what he should do about it. Sri Ramakrishna
says "something about the 8th house".
Dr.S.R.C. does not understand its import and wonders whether
it has something to do with the 8th house of astrology which
deals with occult matters.
Suddenly another siddha saint of 19th-20th century Varanasi
to whose "order" Dr.S.R.C. belongs appears and
repeats "the 8th house". Dr.S.R.C. requests him
to explain it but "the 8th house" is all that
he repeats.
Dr.S.R.C. wants to understand the meaning of
the sage’s reply "the 8th house". He also wants
to know whether this dream could be more than just a fancy of his
unconscious, or "perhaps a true mystical experience".
Dr.S.R.C. discovering the meaning of a dream consists in inserting
the text of the dream into the context of the dreamer’s
ongoing biography. This is to be done, in the first instance,
by producing free associations from relevant and significant elements
in the dream and linking them up with elements/situations in the
wake-state. I have described this method in detail in the September
1996 issue if EST. Your dream is also most appropriate for the
application of what is called the dialogue technique.
The dialogue technique consists in carrying on an imaginary conversation
in the wake state with the dream figures. In your case, you will
most probably begin the dialogue with the following question:
Dr.S.R.C.: Swami (Ramakrishna), why did thou appear in my dream?
Then you will assume yourself to be Saint Ramakrishna (it means
no blasphemy in this context, you can rest assured on that) and
utter as the reply whatever comes to you spontaneously, without
second thought or hesitation, If the reply is irrevalant, incomplete
or unsatisfactory you must revert and become yourself, derive
the next question from this reply and thus proceed till it results
in what is called an ‘aha’ experience - a mini-stori-
of discovering something that is at once surprising and obvious.
You will repeat the same exercise - perhaps, with a different
series of questions - with your present guru (Remember, this is
only an imaginary conversation mono-acted by yourself!)
The answer for your second question under this dream is dependent
on the first. Again, as the Mother (of Sri Aurobindo Ashram) has
indicated in an identical context of dream interpretation, first
exhaustively search within yourself for an answer to a question
about the meaning of your dream before you go outwards or for
occult explanations.
This dream of yours indicates
that you have an ambivalent (a mixture of both positive and
negative) attitude towards your present guru. If you compare
the measure of your progress on your own before you come under
your guru with what you have since
achieved in a calm and dispassionate way, it
may help you gain better perspective. Your letter attests that you
do have an open-Dr.S.R.C. asks Saint Ramakrishna Paramahamsa why
he was not progressing in sadhana and what he should do about it.
Sri Ramakrishna says "something about the 8th house".
Dr.S.R.C. does not understand its import and wonders whether it
has something to do with the 8th house of astrology which deals
with occult matters. Suddenly another siddha saint of 19th-20th
century Varanasi to whose "order" Dr.S.R.C. belongs appears
and repeats "the 8th house". Dr.S.R.C. requests him to
explain it but "the 8th house" is all that he repeats.
mind which is willing to observe critically and scrutinize closely
well-established and received, traditional beliefs in the light
of your individual experience and change them when this is warranted.
This is really a valuable quality. Keep it up and it will stand
you in good stead.
If you feel it won’t interfere with your sadhana you may keep
up a dream diary and regularly practise dream understanding exercises.
I have indicated in the same column in the June 1997 issue (pp.59-60)
the relationship and difference between dream understanding and
meditation. They could be complementary. I may add here that the
Mother began this practice of recording her dreams and she says
she could begin to see its effects only after fourteen months.
Of course, no hard and fast prescriptions can be made in these
matters - especially in the case of those those who have already
under-taken sadhana, and certainly not from a distance, without
any occasions for face-to-face interaction.
But your second dream in which
two well-built
sadhus are self-administering shocktherapy of high voltage
but applied low voltage to you when you sought the same (shock
therapy) experience
indicates that your psyche is set and ready
for a modulated progress, not for one in a rigid and hurried time-frame.
The answers for the two questions you have raised are to be discovered
by yourself-mostly by the free association technique.
Yes, the threads of your first, second and third dreams are in
tandem. The content of the third dream in which
You encounter
your erstwhile Professor of Surgery in the Calcutta ‘tube’
railway (I am glad you have noticed the anomaly of seeing
a lot of country on either side though you are travelling
underground: try to eke out its significance because, often
anomalies have latent but powerful significance), who informs
you that you have travelled past your destination.
as you have surmised, must be an echo of your
excelling performance of the occult Kriya together with your guru’s
reactions thereto earlier. Your first two questions under this dream
have been partly answered here, I believe.
As to why you should feel apprehensive that you have travelled
farther than you are entitled to is difficult to answer from the
information you have provided: perhaps, you unconsciously evince
a hesitation about transgressing the limits prescribed by your
guru for your progress. Do you get an insight when you link up
by free association - as I would do, for example - guru - authority
figure - Professor of Surgery - Shock Therapy - Intravenous Fluids
- a year - two other sadhus giving your milder voltage electroconvulsive
therapy? Why should this sadhu be ash-smeared? Who does he look
like?
Pursue such chains of free associations from each of the elements
- like "ampere" - meter; they will converge onto a significant
point and knot up or criss-cross into a networks of words which
will capture the meaning of your dream.
Most important: Pursue exhaustively
all that is associated with "8th house" in the depths
of your mind and link it up with these. Dhyana sadha proceeds
by distinct stages. I believe you have definitely got into the
first stage because you feel physically fit and mentally calm.
Other sign are: Less sweating,
panting and palpitation than before when you have to exert yourself
physically. Each stage gets stabilized and you stay put there
for sometime. Then, when once progress to the threshold of the
next stage, there is a total destabilization and one feels utterly
lost and "back to square one" nay, worse than that.
So your doubts and anxieties may also be a part of the travails
of progress. From your report I feel that you have what it takes
to achieve substantial progress in sadhana and that your observations
about yourself and others must be fairly accurate.
As Sri Aurobindo advises a sadhak, one must go by one’s
own internal experiences and not trust explanations. I suggest
that you read Sri Aurobindo’s "Letters on Yoga"
in volumes 15 and 16 of his Collected Works - particularly his
observations about dreams. Though the letters of disciples (for
which some of the observations are replies) are not included in
these volumes you may still find them helpful.
I will comment on your other two dreams which relate to your
family (brother) and personal life in the next issue.
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